Evolution of the self
the more the ship rocks, the more effort you use to find your balance. I have struggled to maintain balance. I have fallen, I have hurt and I have wailed at my inability to keep up. That's life isn't it? Love, heartbreak, death, struggle, joy anger and disillusionment. I am so disillusioned by my faith, by people, by myself.I just want to draw a line through 2018 and thank God, that even though I am floundering, I still look to God for answers, but I know I am not worthy.