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Love and other stupidities

Why is it when we care about someone our lives tend to revolve around them. Even in the tiniest bits.

I am no longer an angsty teen or a hormone crazed school leaver.

The ex has shown up again 3 times now post op. (15 March) and its been fun hanging out at home. Watching tv, chatting. Like a real life relationship without the perks.

He has also just moved back home and survived a horrid divorce.
he was the dude everyone in highschool wanted, sexy, smart and funny.

14 years post highschool and he makes me feel giddy and exciting.

I hope this leads to something meaningful and not justa Mr right now.

As for other stupidities. MY name is Aasia- which means I fuck up all the time.
[when i say fuck up, I mean make mistakes, fall, break stuff and accident prone. GRowing up my nickname was broken Sara]

Quick thoughts

its been a tough 1st quarter of the year. Lots of growing up, lots of mending both emotionally and physically from an op (I call it the rapture)
But I am hoping with a lots of prayer and excercise that things will heal.