A musing

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So I don't want to grumble but I am exhausted (thats a fact btw)
So tired I fell and hit my head on the toilet (not too bad) because I seem to be ok

But I don't know if its just tiredness or what but to be honest but today I i found myself yearning for a little person of my own.


That is all... oh and a person to make a little person with

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