I know its Ramadaan and everyone will talk about the closeness, the pause the resetting of the soul.
I fear this Ramadaan its lost on me. While I am thankful to have made it, I have been tested.
And for my moms health alone i should be greatful and fall down on my knees. Which I have done
over and over. When I thought she wouldn't make it this time.
But without sounding to dramatic - I am bereft of meaning so far this Ramadaan. A mutual friend told me to "Keep on keepin' on"
Its easy when your life is cool and you can dictate your work and hours. Trying to find a spiritual centre in the middle of a traffic jams and deadlines. I am out of sync with the dance steps.