"It was never going to work between you and I ",she said to me,
I looked down wishing the the ground would swallow me up entirely.
"You ignored me while your friends were around. You went out of your way to be with them
So much so, you left me alone. You didn't even notice me walk away."
I couldn't breathe I was so sad and the urge to run after her
There was so much I wanted to say,
Like telling her although THIS time I didn't mean it.
This time I had no control
That I still loved her, but that I knew if was for the best
its been almost 3 weeks since I last smoked.
Although I miss her (My Amy Winhouse bad habit)terribly
I can't believe I was able to leave her behind.