I want to be reintroduced to God
I want to wrap myself up in faith and let go.
Not looking for reaffirmation, or escape
but for belief.
To say if God wills it and MEAN it
And be able to let go of what I can't control
or what I can't have
and be okay.
Im tired of tying knots in my belly that my brain can't unwrap
and of worrying all the time about things that aren't mine
I am tired of the self flagellation and morose thoughts that run through my head
To support myself just enough to give it to God.